These words are meaning a lot to me because I would like to present them to the greatest person in the world. To the person who prefer to answer the country duty than follow his heart and feelings. To the person who I would like him to read these words while he is now in duty land doing what he can to help our brothers and sisters in Kosovo. This person who give the freedom to choose my way in life without him because he doesn't know if he is coming back or not, but I am choosing him and I will be always waiting for him.This person who teach me how to love, this person who teach me create the love. To him I said even if you decide to leave me alone I will not. I will be always with you where ever you are because I know one day you will be with me here in the UAE again, and we will complete our life together as we decided long time ago. To him I said :

I wish that people were like chalkboards, and we could wash our memories clean.But we're not. And we can't. Yet despite the sadness that I feel sometimes, I still miss you. I know the love will never leave. There are too many memories; there were so many precious moments and wonderful times to ever try to forget. How can I say goodbye to someone as special as you. How can I let go and let you go away So many happy moments. Many shared thoughts. So many spilt tears all just a memory Distant, yet close your radiant smile your beautiful face your soft voice.  How can one so wonderful be taken away from me why must one so perfect leave me alone for endless time. There must have been a reason you left me so alone. There must have been a plan though I can't see it at all I will always remember you Just the way you were hope you always remember me Just the way I am I will always love you only. I know that someday I'll get, used to the fact that we're not together any more. And that maybe we won't be ever again. Time will tell. In the meantime,though, you may be away from my arms, but you will never be very far from my heart. There is a place within my heart Where memories of you. A place I visit from time to time. A place that shall never die. A place that no one knows about Except for a very few. A place that I have set aside. Especially for you. I go to this place whenever I feel Lonely when we're apart. I go to this place whenever I need you to touch my heart. You shall always be in this place; No one could fill your place. No one else could take your place, For I give my heart to you. Remembering all the things we shared. The secrets we divulged. The joy, the pain, the little things that meant so much. I think of all the words which should have remained unspoken, and all the words I should have said, but never did. But none of it matters any more.

I've lost you, and it hurts. It hurts like hell. I thought this dream would  never end. Looking to the future, I hope you find what you're looking for. Before I go, I'd like to ask one thing of you. Look up at the sky from time to time and, please, think of me, 'cause I'll be looking at the same sky thinking of you May the world hug you with it's warmth and love and whisper a joyful tune in your heart and may the wind carry a voice that tells you there is someone sitting in another corner of the world right now wish that you are fine.